Thursday, October 14, 2010

This Isn't the Life I Signed Up For

Yes I have titled this the same as Megan Clark titled hers. We are currently going through a study by Donna Partow titled this isn't the life I signed up for. So fitting with the title I thought that I would catch you all up on my life so far this year.

This summer I was in a wreck. While admitting that the wreck was my fault was the easiest part, forgiving myself for the fact that it was my fault is the hardest part. I have always known that I inflict guilt onto myself, and therefore I am always the hardest person to forgive. I tend to forgive others easier than myself.

When I returned back to SFA I quickly learned how hard it was to find a job. This action has always been fairly easy for me. But after a while I decided to take a brake from the job hunt, live off of the money I saved this summer, and focus more on my studies.

When I returned back to SFA I also got back into the studying, which sometimes proves to be more difficult than I remember. I have spent most of my days studying which is both a good and bad thing.

Well onto the better parts of this year. God has blessed me with an amazing roommate this year. She and I get along so amazingly. I am so grateful that she came into my life! She is such an amazing friend and keeps me on trackphoto.php.jpg
While studying is hard I don't regret it at all. I am even more so convinced that I chose the right major and future profession. I love learning all about Speech Pathology and I have met a lot of great people also in this major.

I am in an apartment this year. This is so much better than the dorms. It is so hard to even explain the joy I feel when I walk through the door and think this is my apartment.

I have to say though the best part of this year has been the times that I have gotten to spend with chipmunk (Megan). I took a trip to go see her at aTm for the SFA vs. aTm football game. And I stepped outside of my box in more ways than onephoto.php.jpg

And finally another thing Chipmunk and I did was going to a great concert called The Jonas Brothers, Demi Lovato, and Camp Rock friends. Yes I still like the Jonas Brothers and if you don't like it you can get over it because I am done apologizing for who I am. It helps to know people! Because I know somebody Megan and I got within like 10 feet of them. I have a friend who took us down to the front for a couple of songs. It was amazingphoto.php.jpg
Well that is all for now so yea!